Do you know how amazing my God is?!? As we were worshiping the other day I realized that I still had many walls up that prevented me from giving my all. I had no idea what the walls were but I prayed that God would wreck my world, break my heart and allow me to be open to hear his voice. He is such a faithful and loving God!!! We went to a care point, where children come to be fed after school and taken care of by the Gogo’s (grandmas). The first day we were there everything hit me like a ton of bricks. Processing everything that happened that day was hard for me! Looking into those little dark eyes and not knowing if they were loved or taken care of was really sad. I wanted to hold them forever, I didnt want to leave because i didnt know who would be there to take care of them when i left. That night as we talked about what was going on I didnt say much, I didnt know what to say. My heart was breaking and I didnt know what to do. I sat with Alison for a while and listened to music as I prayed to God asking him to lead me. I felt him calling me to a field that is close to our home so I went. I didn’t know what to expect or how God would speak to me but as I looked up into the night sky with the biggest brightest moon ever I felt the presence of God like I never had before. All I could do was cry. God met me where I was at and I really feel Him speaking to me! God has a plan for me in store and I cannot wait to see where He is taking me! Please be praying that I will continue to listen to God! He is changing my world and I am excited!!!
Mere
